The God In The Corner
Look inside my head.
What do you see?
Darkness and ugliness
crawling through me;
deathly and cruel
like the venomous asp
or the sly anaconda
tightening his grasp.
Witness my madness
and sadness and woe,
creeping and crawling,
pathetically slow;
laying thick traces
of putrefied slime
that harden and freeze
with the passing of time.
Thanatos waits with his
watch in his fist,
hating and timing
this pulse in my wrist;
tapping his feet
in time to the ticks
with a nod to the Ferryman
moored on the Styx.
And I want to, I want to,
I want to so much -
run to him, plead with him,
feel his cold touch;
but I can’t / and I won’t
and I can / and I will
and I do / and I don’t
so he teases me still.























Veggiewitch
/ March 18, 2012Dearest Dotty,
Wow.
Gobsmacked,
Veggiewitch
Dotty Headbanger
/ March 18, 2012Dear Veggiewitch,
Thank you.
I like smacking people in the gob. Literally, with my fist.
Love Dotty xxx
Human In Recovery
/ March 18, 2012It’s real and it’s powerful and getting it out of your head and onto the page. Realize that by getting the darkness out, into the open, you are letting light in to combat it, and that is a victory! Thanks for sharing.
Dotty Headbanger
/ March 18, 2012Dear Human,
Thanks, I just wrote it to see if I could write one on demand instead of waiting for one to appear in its own time.
Love Dotty xxx
Human In Recovery
/ March 18, 2012I need to do that for myself someday. I used to write poetry all the time. You did good.
Dotty Headbanger
/ March 18, 2012Dear Human,
You should give it a go. Thank you.
Love Dotty xxx
clownonfire
/ March 18, 2012Dear Dotty,
Stop hurting.
CoF
Dotty Headbanger
/ March 18, 2012Dear clown,
Okay.
Love Dotty xxx
judithatwood
/ March 18, 2012Dear Dotty,
I’m speechless. Mark your calendar!
Love,
Judith
Dotty Headbanger
/ March 18, 2012Dear Judith,
Why? Why? Is the world going to end?
Love Dotty xx
judithatwood
/ March 18, 2012Dear Dotty,
Because I was speechless, silly!
Love,
Judith
Dotty Headbanger
/ March 18, 2012Dear Judith,
Ah, sorry – I’ll blame last night’s no sleep.
I’m off to bed in a minute or two to see if I can sleep tonight.
Love Dotty xxx
judithatwood
/ March 18, 2012Dear Dotty,
Have a lovely, restful night.
Love,
Judith
Dotty Headbanger
/ March 19, 2012Dear Judith,
Thank you, I got to sleep. Hope you did too.
Love Dotty xxx
judithatwood
/ March 19, 2012Like a baby — didn’t wake up till 6, and then back to sleep till 10! Yay!!!
Dotty Headbanger
/ March 19, 2012Dear Judith,
Love Dotty xxx
Ink. [Anette]
/ March 18, 2012Oh heck! Dotty, this is heavy shite. I think it might have ruined the rest of my lousy day. But you did warn me didn’t you. Thanatos…. Gosh Dotty he’s not worth it.
Dotty Headbanger
/ March 18, 2012Dear Anette,
He looks a bit like my lovely Ian Somerhalder.
Love Dotty xxx
Ink. [Anette]
/ March 18, 2012Are we talking the 1978 Ian Somerhalder?
Dotty Headbanger
/ March 19, 2012Dear Anette,
No because that would be WRONG.
Love Dotty xxx
cobyjean
/ March 19, 2012Dotty is stronger than all of us put together, wrapped in titanium. She just forgets, sometimes. Thank goodness she’s so gifted at expressing herself — helps all of us, in it’s way, doesn’t it
Thank you, D. I love you xoxo
Goobles
Dotty Headbanger
/ March 19, 2012Dear Gobby,
Stop being nice to me, it’s freaking me out.
Love you too, you witch.
Love Dotty xxx
kzackuslheureux
/ March 20, 2012Nice, tasty morsel of Mr. Reaper Pie! Me likey!
Dotty Headbanger
/ March 20, 2012Dear Alphabet,
Thank you.
Love Dotty xxx
butimbeautiful
/ March 21, 2012Just brilliant. Love it. Makes me want to jump off a bridge right now (only, I can swim. Maybe another method?)
Dotty Headbanger
/ March 21, 2012Dear butimbeautiful,
Thank you.
I did warn you in the title. And I’m not telling you ANY other methods, I’m not a euthanasia-ist.
Love Dotty xxx
Persephone Jones
/ March 31, 2012Dear Dotty,
what a fantastic poem, you have such talent and creativity!
I shall read that to the Bewildered, though most of those already/have.
regards
Px
Dotty Headbanger
/ March 31, 2012Dear Persephone,
Thank you, I hope they like it.
Love Dotty xxx
Maggie O'C
/ April 2, 2012You have a gift, you are a treasure. Believe it, the rest of us do.
xox
Dotty Headbanger
/ April 2, 2012Dear Maggie,
Thank you.
Love Dotty xxx
Dion Burn
/ April 26, 2012I might have liked it if I’d read it, but I took your advice, because I’m feeling a little down. Maybe when I feel better.
Dotty Headbanger
/ April 27, 2012Dear Dion,
Hello.
I’m sorry you’re feeling down. Here’s a smiley face to cheer you up.
Love Dotty xxx
misfits' miscellany
/ May 5, 2012You sound beautiful.
Dotty Headbanger
/ May 5, 2012Dear mm,
Thank you, so do you.
Love Dotty xxx
misfits' miscellany
/ May 5, 2012Nice to meet ya. X
Dotty Headbanger
/ May 5, 2012Dear mm,
Nice to meet you too.
You’re my 300th acolyte. I love you.
Love Dotty xxx
misfits' miscellany
/ May 6, 2012That’s ’cause you’re looking for love in all the wrong places.
Dotty Headbanger
/ May 6, 2012Dear misfit,
I love all my little acolytes, every single one of you.
Love Dotty xxx
misfits' miscellany
/ May 6, 2012Dear Dotty,
I ain’t no one’s acolyte, but I’ll take the love.
Dotty Headbanger
/ May 6, 2012Dear misfit,
Love Dotty xxx
loonyliterature
/ September 17, 2012Dear Dotty, this is a great way to start a Monday morning – I know that you’re going to say that it’s a depressing poem but for me when I find something which is so well written, well that lifts me, it certainly doesn’t depress me. How can enjoyment be depressing? For me, it’s not the subject which is depressing when reading the poetry, it’s the quality and there’s some real good stuff going on here. Thanks for sharing. Love Loony. xxx
Dotty Headbanger
/ September 18, 2012Dear loony,
Thank you. I’m going to get bigheaded with all these nice things you’re saying.
Love Dotty xxx
loonyliterature
/ September 18, 2012Dear Dotty
You deserve it.
Love Loony. xxx