Up your arse stick your flowery words
and thorny red roses
in a bunch, up your bum.
I’m no longer your wife, your wench,
your skivvy, your drudge;
twenty three years thrown aside,
cast away – for what?
Some dirty young slut.
Your ego, your death-fear,
it’s all about you
YOU YOU YOU
you middle-aged twat;
mourning the grey, the droop, the sag,
and those fucking great bags round your eyes –
they cannot lie.
Plead a little more, bastard.
Listening? Me? Not a chance,
not a hope in the belly of Hell.
Crawl, you creep,
beg, whimper, whine,
weep me your vows, your promises -
I’ve heard it all before, remember.
Why are you here again,
howling your sorrys?
Didn’t you hear me the first fifteen times?
Get it through your head -
you left me, you lost me,
you shagged us stone dead.
Now – now I am ME, free,
I’ll do as I please,
stay in, stay out, shag about if I choose.
AHA! That look on your face!
I see it, I do!
Jealousy wants me under you, (lying bored),
but acting isn’t my job any more.
Leave me alone, now.
Go away and rot.
Stick up your arse all your lies and deceits,
up up up
right the way up through your shrivelled old colon,
all the way up through your gutless old guts,
up up up
till they choke you, you cheat -
as one day they assuredly must.